SilhouetteOfaTragedy

Uhm...what is going on with the Twilight Team Edward/Jacob avatars...I definitely do not recall changing mine...

it's been a while since i wrote a journal, not that anyone reads. lol. just some song lyrics that describe how i've been feeling the last few days. "i'm so afraid of the gift you give me, i don't belong here and i'm not well, i'm so ashamed of the lie i'm living, i'm right on the wrong side of it all..." -"The Gift" by seether "so break me down if it makes you feel right, and hate me now if it keeps you allright, oh, you can't break me down if it takes all your might, cuz i'm so much more than all your lies, hate me, break me down..." -"breakdown" by seether "So here I sit looking at the traffic lights The red extinguishes the ho

[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (only by an inch) [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily [ ] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [x] I have/I've had braces. (had) [x] I wear glasses [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger [x] I have more than 2 piercings. (7) [x] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles Family/Home Life [ ]I've sworn at my parents. [